Greetings My Friend,
Junior is in the doctors office while I wait for him in the truck. We are on day 2 of doctors appointments and I am tired, so is he. Yesterday he had the catheter removed for 5 hours. We did some shopping and hung around Kingsport then he returned to the doctors office. He could not urinate so the catheter was put back on and he goes back in in 3 weeks. Today Junior sees the family doctor then I will get my new glasses before we head out to Johnson City to the VA. Junior's back is bothering him,he hasn't been to the Chiropractor since his hernia surgery. Each week he has been hurting more and I can see how much the adjustments have helped him through the years. In the midst of the hurt he has started using a walking stick. He also gets my walker out of the back of the truck when we go somewhere. We make a sight when he is leaning into the stick and I am rolling along with the walker. After I take notice of this scenario I think how we help each other do day to day life. A few weeks ago I was wondering how we were going to manage and now I see we will hold each other up. I have a tendency to over think things, get myself in a tizzy worrying about things and when what I was over thinking takes place I discover God provides exactly what we need to function. I learn that I will learn how to do old things in a new way once more. I will enjoy my life and I have a purpose. I had many years where I was able to help others and there will be people who are going to want to help me. God is in these over thinking moments and has settled me down through the years. I have learned to give the fear to God quicker and I dwell less on all the potential problems. Junior's back may give out all together, he may need to use a wheelchair and my Parkinson's may get worse, some how we will manage, God will provide and I am grateful. May God bless you and keep you make His face shine on you. Love Janet
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