Greetings My Friend, This is the last week we will be taking B to the cancer center. I am so hopeful for her. For me I had stage0 cancer. She has stage 2 cancer which is not bad. I believe we can both live a long life. I am 7 years cancer free so I feel that is a blessing beyond belief. I pray she too will move on with life. For the past several weeks, I have driven her there most of the days. Actually we take turns. Most days I drive there and she drives home. Her car is not dependable so we take our car. I was grateful for this opportunity to care for my friend. For me I used this time to attempt to come “back” more. Many days I get there and have had to take a nap because I was so tired. Since Prozac though my naps aren’t as often which feels wonderful. I have not done much at home though. I quit cooking and started bringing home carry outs for dinner. As the end comes I am finding myself contemplating on how to fill my days at home again. Junior is in the process of changing the family room into more of a bedroom/office/exercise area. The front room will be where the recliners and couch will be…our family room now. He has moved a bunch of boxes up to the attic. He hung an area rug on the wall….the dogs bathroom habits aren’t good as of yet although we are seeing more days with no potty messes now. As these rooms are finished then I see me starting to keep them up more. I will add that to the bathroom and the bedroom. The kitchen table still holds “stuff” and Junior said he will get it cleaned off of all his tools etc. Once that is in order I hope I can truly become the house keeper I have been in the past.