March 8, 2018

Greetings My Friend,

Sometimes I come on strong, state my opinion then I grow tired of the boldness, back down so I can blend into the woodwork. Lately God has been challenging me to be bold and stay in the boldness. The boldness is okay for a minute then I grow weary as I run against those who can't or won't hear what I am trying to say. Recently I sense God wanting me to speak about the rights many in our country are handing over with no qualm to the government. Those who believe as I do often believe but are tired of repeating the same thing over and over so they wait and watch. Lately I sense God is wanting me to speak about things so that when a disaster strikes people will know what they did wrong, much like at the end of time people will recall the times they have been told about Jesus and disregarded the invitation to believe. Many people feel that social media is a bunch of garbage, although for me I have found some good friends, had many laughs, been able to open a door to discuss two illnesses I thought I had and I do have, Chiari Malformation and Parkinson's disease. I am meeting people with other types of chronic illnesses and I see we share some of the same journey where people form opinions of which they know nothing about, like we are lazy when in reality we are not but are fatigued extremely badly. I see God has had me speak about my chronic illness and I also see that an awareness is starting to take place. I have met a few new believers and I have been able to help them along in their faith journey. And now I am attempting to point out to a few generations of people how America looked 60 years ago as I grew up and the downward slide we are on now. Many on the left think the right has no compassion, the fact is we do, we see many of our own suffering and we believe they should come before any illegals. Many on the right think guns are the problem but have not grasped that if legal people have no access to guns then only the criminals and the military would own guns making us vulnerable. Because I love God I will do as He calls me to do even if it is uncomfortable, I know Jesus will give me courage, defend me and guide me to do the work the Father is directing me to do. If I am offensive maybe you need to check within your spirit to see if God is pricking your conscious. May God bless you and keep you make His face shine on you. Love Janet